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Tired of waiting on God

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Pardon the spelling and grammar errors…..I have a brain injury. this blog going forward is in its raw form.

Look, I am going to keep it totally 100 with you, and I knw if you read my book, I wrote a chapter on being patient so I know you are probbly giving me the damn side eye right now, but I need answers. I need to know what the hell is going on with me and I need God to take this nausea and dizziness away from me. I want to feel regualr in my head. I am tired of having these mini seizures. I am tired of zoining out.

I am tired of being exhaus!! ya dig!!! Everything is afftected. I can’t drive. My spelling is jacked up. My speech goes way south and my little lady doesn;t want to wake up sometimes. Thankfully the hubby is being ever so patient and I love that he has stepped up. but really though God can you make these doctors a bit more accountable to me? Can you make them do their jobs? I mean they are making big bucks!!!

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